silence

just another day. another boring routine. no day is different than the next. the body responds in a mechanical way. body moves, brain not attached. mind becomes hyperactive. too much time to think. preoccupation of the mind is vital. mind starts analyzing every part of your life. uncovering weaknesses. discovering doubts. many questions. not enough answers.

the music helps. drown out the constant loop of questions playing in your mind. like a cd put on repeat. but the music helps the mind discover emotions. emotions it did not find in the silence. the music is a help. but it is also a hinderance.

there is no way to avoid thinking. you either choose the silence or the music. do you want constant chatter or the emotions of the music? either way you are forced to think about things you don't like to or want to. how can you break this when everyday is the same? will the routine ever be broken? will the mind ever stop the questions?

let's hope so.