should i?

i'm not sure what to say.
or how to say it.
all i know is that i want to say it.
and have for a while.

but i'm afraid.

i don't want to disappoint you.
ruin what we have built up.
make you act differently.
or be on your guard.

i just want to let you know what i feel.
but i also don't want to face your reaction.
i'm torn. i'm unsure.
should i tell you?
should i be honest?
when me being honest could potentially ruin everything we've worked for?
i'm not sure if it's worth it.
but then again, it could be.